What do I do with this life?
Do I chase these dreams or do I live a lie?
Is the meaning of life just to get by?
Or can I make something of myself?
I don’t know if I can do this
Growing up has never felt so pointless
I don’t care about the weather
Cause I’ll never shine enough in your cloudy eyes
Don’t want to spend my life
Selling my time and buying memories that I will forget
Don’t want to spend my life
Selling the times that we had
But we spent them well
Let me treasure the little things (A memento of my dignity)
What happened true sincerity?
All that’s left is bullshit with my dying dreams
Name me weak
Call whatever this is worthless
The point I am trying to make is
That there is not a point at all
I stop seeing the good in people
Is there something wrong with me?
I used to have such a big heart
Now I think that people are greedy
I care so much what people think it makes me sick
Am I blending in? Oh god, am I blending in?
She says my biggest weakness is I bite my tongue too much
I’m biting it so fucking hard
Not looking forward to a life time of goodbyes
It’s scary to think about it.
It keeps me up at night
See I told you they wouldn't understand
Lisa, they don’t understand
Lisa, they don’t understand
Sitting at this table
Talking of times when life was simple
She is nineteen and I am twenty three
Talking about how our lives are changing
And how I still don’t know where I want to be.
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